So I am fairly new to the blogosphere. I have been doing websites and making videos for the web for a long time now and a couple of people came to me wanting blogs. I know my way around html pretty well but the scripts in php are a little new to me. I am grateful for all of the support that WordPress offers. It’s quite a thing!
Anyway, these other blogs I did run on their own servers, but in order to get that key to activate the spam filer plugin I had to sign up here…so I figued why waste a blog space. Then the question was, what to blog about. Spirituality and the journey of the soul naturally sprung to mind. I think that’s kind of strange actually. I don’t know how many people spend as much time thinking about this stuff as I do. I always have though, it’s like I am wired for it.
All of this spiritual stuff started when I was about two. That was the first recollection I have of realizing my dad wasn’t my “real” dad. Boy was I upset. Things really began to shift at about the age of four though. I remember that was the age at which I felt like I didn’t belong here and I wanted to go “home”. I remembered home and I remembered my “real” parents. They even showed up to me and gave me the lowdown on why I was here. I remember bits and pieces of the conversation when it becomes necessary in my daily life.
Fast foward a few decades and that early conversation shaped my life…but I am not always sure to what end. It’s kind of an issue for me. I have wrangled with spirituality and what it all means for a long time and while I have had a few very amazing revelations, I am still sort of flumuxed about what I am doing here. It’s not bad or anything but it’s a question.
I wonder if maybe during this time in the human experiment some people are supposed to arrive here more prone to conscious awareness than in previous incarnations so that for those souls who have not turned their attention to that part of the journey, the path isn’t made easier.
Anyway, that’s kind of the gist of this blog…being aware in a world that isn’t and navigating the waters between conscious understanding and maddness or normalness…not really sure which is which.
